Torn between two

I dont know why but I cant get over it.Stuck in the middle as always.That day when I kissed Korra, well it felt different.My heart started beating stronger and faster,my arms and legs were laying on my side unable to move.And then something so warm and strong passed through me,so ravishing I never wanted to let it go.But it ended pretty soon and the feeling passed.After that I couldnt stop tinking about her, about us.And when I spent my time with Asami, I cant lie it felt great,but just not the same.And so when Korra got hurt,my heart practically stopped, too much afraid that that feeling would be forever lost.I dont know what got into me but I had to find her,and I had to do it fast.Thats all I knew.We have searched for her everywhere and more and more I felt the impatience building up in me.Not one moment did I look back at Asami.It was like I've almost forgot about her even existing.In my mind was Korra and only she.And then while riding through the streets I saw her hanging down on her friend Naga.I yelled "There she is!", and everyone ran out of the car.I kept my eyes on her not willing to lose her from my sight ever again!Someone stepped in my way and I pushed him back,yelling at my frends to make some space.As I took her in my hands I felt her leaning on my chest.It was beautiful just holding her like that,not saying a thing.
"You will be right now" I said.
"Tenzin?" she said barely looking at me.
"No" I replied.
"Mako....I am glad you are here!" she muttered and her eyes closed.
"I am too." I said quietly while putting her on the seat in the car.She was so beautiful just sleeping like that.I caressed her hair and gave her my scarf.As I did so I could feel everyone looking at me, but I didnt care I just wanted her to be safe,thats all.I knew later on I will have to speak with Asami and I hope she as well as Korra will understand that I just dont know what to do.That I am torn between two sides and I cannot choose.I thought I could get over that kiss and live happily ever after with Asami, but it just seems I need time to clear my head.Until then I just want to be right here where I belong,with her.